February 17, 2012

December 2011. New York, New York. Photo The Bad Faith.

This week has been crazy and so many things in life are changing. Right now, in this instance, it's not all good, but I'm hoping that the grass is greener. Busy is good, but I'm finding it hard to see what all the busy is for. I can say that "it's the journey, not the destination," but is that so when I don't know the destination at all?

I'm the eldest of two, so I have all the patience in the world and I'm okay with never getting any of the credit I deserve. I've always been the type to stand back while people take my glory, because the glory isn't the rewarding part (to me). In real life, when money and career and The Future is involved, I start to care. The "survival of the fittest" stands true.